matilda-'s Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- barf o rama 1. Irish nachos (I know, there's no such thing) 2. Half a rack of ribs, mashed taters, garlic bread, two and a half cherry cokes and onion rings. 3. Spew as I reach the car. 4. Let loose once more on the freeway. 5. Get home and collapse on bed. Today I also had time to think about my "friend", you know, the one I've become so interested in lately, the one I love getting to know. I was wrong. I don't want to say I was suckered in, no not that. He's a great guy and I don't believe he's out to hurt me. Maybe he's like Richard, someone who has too many "connections" with women. I don't know, I could very well be wrong. What does that say about me? I know how it looks. Truthfully, it's not that way, I'm not the jealous type. Still it's shitty. I got voice mail from Richard yesterday morning saying he'd call me back later, which he did. What a surprise, a pleasant one since we'd talked the night before and the day before that he'd called me too. It was one of THOSE talks last night. Naked :) Too bad I had trouble getting "there" as I'd taken care of myself (haha) twice already that day. Not something I normally do, but I was really, really, really in the mood. Oboy. But truthfully I get just as much out of it when I hear him. In ways it satisfies me. So I had a good weekend, not too stressful. I bought two more hermit crabs. I'm doing some heavy duty praying for my mother. I hope He hears me. 21:11 - Sunday, Jun. 23, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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